Searching for something else, I come across this that I wrote on June 1 2020. I gripped me and I knew that I needed to share this.

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6:23am I jump straight up out of my sleep telling the Holy Spirit,

“I’m sorry. Forgive me”

because I had a dream and I know exactly what happened.

Now I must tell you what happened.

Yesterday I went to bed earlier than normal. I was in bed by 11:15pm.

My husband awakened me twice this morning. Why I don’t know. Yet…

He woke me up at 2 something am. I know it was that time because I was talking to him and trying to explain something to him that was being downloaded into me. I can barely remember it. It was something to do with my phone.

He left out the room to go back to work himself and I fell asleep again. Yet, I was still sleeping the first time when I was talking to him. But I remember it as if I was awoke.

So around 4 something a.m. my husband does it again. Ugh. He awakens me and again I am saying the same thing to him something about the phone and I was trying to explain it to him and what is crazy is that I can vaguely remember both dreams that I had at the time I was awakened.

It was nothing that would make me want to share those… but I am led to share this that made me jump straight up out of bed and beg the Holy Spirit to forgive me at 6:23am

What did I dream about this time?

I was in the car with my husband. He was driving and he was taking me somewhere. I had to meet up with someone. The crazy thing is in my spirit I knew who I had to meet up with. It was dawn. (I have a FB friend named Dawn and I that imagine that it was her voice that I heard. Yet, I know I had to meet the break of dawn. )

Anyway, we were on the road in the car driving towards her and she sent me a text message on my phone. She said to me,

” Where are you? I have been there and back twice. Where are you?”

I began to text back to her,

“We are almost there. We are at…

then I looked around me. Yes, we were driving in the car. We might have stopped once or twice in the dream. But we were about 5 to 10 minutes out. In the dream, I looked over to my husband to ask him where are we. He didn’t answer me. I was getting annoyed in my dream, so

and here is the crazy part

I opened my eyes and was getting ready to ask my sleeping husband where are we.

5,4,3,2,1 … wait he is asleep

wait I was dreaming.

I roll over to go back to sleep

5,4,3,2,… I jump straight up out of bed

OMG I understand

That was the Holy Spirit

and twice (at the 2am hour and at the 4am hour) he comes for me. I was hearing Him because twice my husband felt the need to talk to me in my sleep

and twice I responded saying something about my phone

I think the first time my husband told me to “take my phone off of my chest” at which I was trying to say something about a download.

and the second time my husband said something about my having placed my phone on his side of the bed at which he handed it to me.

Now that I have recorded this…

Now I have to go apologize and see If I can still receive that for which I was being called.

darn darn darn darn darn…

Lord Forgive me

I should have gotten up

6:53am

HERE I AM

still a little tired

but definitely wide awoke.

and ready to do what you will have me do

say what you will have me say

go where you will have me to go

Speak Lord, your servant is listening.

…

Here is what I am hearing…

HANDS ARE LIFTED UP

Hands up don’t shoot

hands up don’t shoot

hands up don’t shoot

some of you have your hands up correct even as you protest

open your hands

open your hands

open your hands

so that you can receive the blessing you are requesting

who can answer you and give you the change you request is not man

you see that which is why this is an old issue that has not yet been fixed

we keep looking to man

some of you have your fists up

when we need to look to God our Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus Christ only

Yes you are right in what you are saying

hands up don’t shoot

hands up don’t shoot

hands up don’t shoot

My hands are lifted up

my hands are lifted up

my hands are lifted up

I surrender God

that is what we need to say

We surrender

We want to live

Don’t kill us

We want to live

This is what he wants to hear.

He tells us in Deuteronomy to choose life not death.

But as long as we try to do things our own way this is what we choose

As long as we choose to ignore God this is what we get

CHOOSE LIFE

Lift your hands, everyone.

Hands up don’t shoot

We surrender

break me ( we are all broken )

make me ( this that is happening, the people feel like they were made to get to this point of crying and screaming out to get their voices heard)

shape me ( this is effecting change, people of all color has their hands lifted up. people of other countries have their hands lifted up)

mold me (a change is gonna come –

For the first time, I am given a song that makes me anxious without having to hear it. I don’t have to listen to it, but you do. A change is gonna come. Are you ready? )

my heart is ready

to receive

a blessing from you

Deuteronomy 30:19 New International Version (NIV)

19 This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live

The arrests that we are seeing in the natural is because in the spirit God is trying to arrest our minds and our spirits. He is trying to stop us because we were all headed in the wrong direction. We were all headed down the path towards death and it is not God’s desire for any of us to die.

2 Peter 3:9 New International Version (NIV)

9 The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead, he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

The killing is happening in the natural in the judicial system because that is the direction we are headed in, in the spirit. It happens in the spirit before it happens in the natural. Everything happens in the spirit before it happens in the natural.

The Holy Spirit has me reading from Romans 1:18 to 11:36. Yet, I am well aware that I am to finish the book. But only this snippet I am going to show you the killings that we are seeing…

Romans 1:18-23 New International Version (NIV)

God’s Wrath Against Sinful Humanity

18 The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness, 19 since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. 20 For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.

21 For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. 22 Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools 23 and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like a mortal human being and birds and animals and reptiles.

[ Those images that look like man birds animals and reptiles are trophies and awards

man: the Oscars representing talent

eagles: representing strength courage strength and wisdom

animal and reptile heads: mounted on walls, represent the skill of the hunt. ]

Romans 1:28-32 New International Version (NIV)

28 Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind so that they do what ought not to be done. 29 They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed, and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, and malice. They are gossips, 30 slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; 31 they have no understanding, no fidelity, no love, no mercy. 32 Although they know God’s righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them.

God is trying to warn us to turn around.

all of us

so for the police who are laying down their badges and guns and joining the line of protestors

they are correct

get on your knees and lift your hands

And now Church…

Now that everyone is listening

Now that the people are listening

Its time that we too get on our knees and lift our hands

We are to lift our hands to the Lord God Almighty for it is

the Lord God Almighty who employs the judicial system

(Romans 13:1,2).

We need to stand in the gap. We need to do as did Moses for the people of Israel on so many occasions in the wilderness when God went to destroy them because of their behaviors.

Ezekiel 22:30 New International Version (NIV)

30 “I looked for someone among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so I would not have to destroy it, but I found no one.

Its time for MOSES to stand up before the Lord and cry out

ENOUGH

Lord God Almighty, save please the people. For your name’s sake. Heal your people. For your name’s sake. Deliver the people. For your name’s sake. Restore your people For your name’s sake. In the name of Jesus Christ. Please, Father.

You have our attention. Please, Father.

Lord Jesus, on account of your shed blood for us all. You died for us while we were yet in a sinful and separated condition. You suffered and sacrificed for us all. Please Lord Jesus, on account of the sacrifice you paid which was a payment in full for our debts. Please intercede the Father on our behalf. God’s word says He was looking for someone to stand in the gap because He didn’t want to destroy anyone. Lord Jesus you said that whatever we asked the Father in your name that you would do it for us so that He would get the glory.

Here we are, hands lifted up, beseeching the Father, please, our hands are lifted up before you. In accordance with your word (Psalm 107) save us. You promised to deliver us out of all of our distresses. You alone are the answer. not man’s governments. Only You. It is in the name of Jesus that we stand with hands lifted. We look to you in the name of Jesus because we know you can. Nothing is impossible for you.

In the name of Jesus Christ thank you Father in advance for delivering us all.